Well Thursday night rolls around and I try to go to sleep and I got to thinking about death and how scary it is. I got so afraid of dying I started to literally shake. The more I think I have this under control the more out of control I feel. So that’s it (he… Continue reading Giving Up or Finding Hope?
Some days you wake up and you don’t want to wake up, some days you wake up and you regret waking up (today), and some days you wake up and well, ok, I guess so. There never seems to be that hop out of bed sing a show tune and dance myself to work type… Continue reading Mental Health IS the Disease
I’ve figured out that when I’m stressed I grit my teeth causing my mouth and ears to hurt. Further stress leads to ear aches and sore throats. Fun stuff right? All the fun of staring a new job. The anxiety of not knowing anything is something I can get past. The fact that I get… Continue reading Tunnel of Perpetual Doom
Fear can control you. In fact, I’m pretty certain that there is no one out there that isn’t in someway controlled by fear. Whether it is someone who suffers from a legitimate disease where they have to turn on and off the light 15 times before they can leave a room or lock a door… Continue reading Fear…