It’s a hole. A hole in my heart. The hole that I cannot put words to or fill. I’m a giving person who wants to do what is right. When I can’t give it hurts. Where there is something that someone has dreamed of their entire life and you should have the ability to give… Continue reading What is Sadness To Me Today?
Well Thursday night rolls around and I try to go to sleep and I got to thinking about death and how scary it is. I got so afraid of dying I started to literally shake. The more I think I have this under control the more out of control I feel. So that’s it (he… Continue reading Giving Up or Finding Hope?
Some days you wake up and you don’t want to wake up, some days you wake up and you regret waking up (today), and some days you wake up and well, ok, I guess so. There never seems to be that hop out of bed sing a show tune and dance myself to work type… Continue reading Mental Health IS the Disease
For the last… Let’s say… 14 years I’ve wondered what I want to do with the rest of my life. I’ve learned along the way of things I don’t want to do. I know the old adage of finding something you love and you’ll never work a day in your life but thing I love… Continue reading When I Grow Up
So what do you do when just about everything sucks? And I mean just about everything? Do you look on the bright side? Well you can but if you’re a pessimistic introvert than that outlook really isn’t going to happen? So what do you do? I’ve learned you stop. You give up. You let go.… Continue reading So what now?
I’ve figured out that when I’m stressed I grit my teeth causing my mouth and ears to hurt. Further stress leads to ear aches and sore throats. Fun stuff right? All the fun of staring a new job. The anxiety of not knowing anything is something I can get past. The fact that I get… Continue reading Tunnel of Perpetual Doom
I’m a little behind with what is on my DVR so I’m watching the Disneyland 60 special that was on the other week. Kermit the Frog came on and did his song The Rainbow Connection that I absolutely adore. He did it with some girl that has an amazing voice and I don’t remember her… Continue reading We Need The Muppets Now More Than Ever